Even so …*

* A LOVE LETTER OF THE FREE

Even so, and after all …

If you appeared in front of me …

I could only say yes …

To whatever you suggested …

To whatever you said …

But only out of choice …

Out of liberty and free …

And be and see and love …

And the truth of open mind …

For the chase your mother promised …

It was wrong all along …

Chase always is the basis of loss …

And loss is the basis of no song …

No love worth holding onto …

 No love worth fighting for …

So if a together of any sort …

Then that together would be desired by me …

Not out of weakness nor cowardly act …

In fact out of respect and ambition …

I will never now settle for second best …

And second best would be forcing your interest …

So if forcing is required by you …

Then together in any way is as wrong for me …

As you might think it right …

And you may think it might …

I am no longer a man at the mercy of weird plan …

This is my way …

And my say …

And my might … 

And so my future …

Is more important than my past …

And so don’t persist in asking …

Of me what is contrary …

To my most profound …

Beliefs and desires …

Assign me if you wish the symbol of cowardly soul …

But understand this clear: this is no longer …

The role I ever shall play …

I love you still and always will …

But love for me is be not done …

And the sum of all my words and thoughts …

Rests here in these pages …

As sages and sights …

Of the innermost feelings I always will have …

And always will treasure …

And always will use to measure …

My life’s pleasures …

XXX MILJENKO 



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