For what I realise over the time I have known you
is that knowing you and expressing my love,
as I clearly do, even if
has improved only my work and my art:
but my heart, you must agree, stays
equally as sad
as ever it did before.
And so the solution is no soulmate date.
And so the resolution is no life nor wife.
And so the future for me lies nowhere in
As I always was, as I always am, as I always will be,
a spectator I must remain.