good-about (ii)

i feel good-about feeling

good-about

the good-about I see.

 

and around my good-about –

which good-about has

driven me to –

 

i real-

ise the demon-

ising i

 

de-

scribed in so many

of my right-

 

ings was wrong

enough to

bad-about

 

the leavings

of so many peeps

and pops

 

and tops

and tips

and sips

 

of love I will

never

now commit.

 

and really

the peace of

rejection

 

is fine: i have

reached a point

in lifetime’s

 

rhymes where

no ig-

[no{r]-

 

ing} of my self

can make me

sad-about my love:

 

ok, she ain’t

mine to hold

or hug,

 

but then the

essential

nature of love

 

is this freedom

for the

other to

 

say no, even

when

the first

 

is so sure

of the

wonder

 

of the future

which both could

s-

 

hare together, like

tortoise rewound and

fast found-about

 

so true.

and even though

your silence

 

has made me

mad-about my life

for so many days

 

and recent says,

i would never forget

nor choose to

 

reject

the wonder of those

very few hours

 

which i spent in your

presence:

glorious

 

and gorgeous;

in

f-

 

act an

act of quite unbidden

grace.

 

and although

i never

did finally taste your

 

mouth, i realise this

equally it’s

possible to fully love

 

even when you’ve

never actu-

all-

 

y ever been

able to properly

discover its mystery.

 

so love me yay; love

me nay; love me

not:

 

i love

you

tall.

 

and that’s

all

i now ever need to

hey!

 

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