Let me place – on some productive corner – the following information
on the table:
if I am able
if I can;
if you allow me without
a too inelegant prohibition,
or simply downright outright wronging
donging dinging ban.
When I suggested I was looking to return to the
passed to pursue a reality
which had been denied me for so long,
I said it on a number of occasions
to a number of people
who inspired me, it is true;
who inspired me for so long.
But out of all of those who surely should have known better
one woman last year cut off all communication: my ex-lover;
whilst another one – my long-suffered wife – has
refused to support me – at all! –
my once grand sensibility
through the process of proceeding my battle enjoined
to the next quite terrifying step.
So I ask you a question, and
I ask it quite clear:
why of all the two people in this maddening whirled – who
might not have supported me
in clearing my name and changing my destiny –
do the couple I have mentioned agree on this one thing?
Don’t you wonder right now what on earth
is going on?